"And avoid fear, for fear is the consequence of every lie."
-Fydor Doystoevsky, (the Brothers Karamazof)
Today, this single phrase has been beating in my head like a war drum.
On the battlefield of my mind, and in the fragile chaos of my machine-like heart,
this simple line has been echoing on.
Reverberating off the walls of war-torn streets,
I can faintly here the Roman calvary choirs singing.
And for me, it sounds a lot…
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The snow is falling today.
Michigan on Christmas for the first time in my life,
and my wife woke me up with a sudden gasp and excited breath.
It's coming down like waves of manna in that perfect heavy silence
that only snow fall brings, and I'm watching from the kitchen table.
Perfect December.
I just woke up and so I'm still a little groggy, but upon first glance of the
celestial downpour, my body…
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Isn't it strange how many of us love Christmas so much,
but so often question if its true?
We love the lights and the presents, and the holiday
cheer (not to mention the sales) but when it comes
to believing that God is with us, well, that's the
one pill that seems the hardest to swallow.
How many people do you know ask that one
simple question?
Is God with me?
Is He here?
Well,…
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So I am back in New Jersey for Christmas. So far it's been pretty chilly and rainy. I'm hoping that by Christmas some of this rain will turn to snow because we all know that there is nothing like a white Christmas.
When I am up here I always find it interesting the things I get asked to do. Well I had an opportunity the other day to go to my old high school and…
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Though I struggle to remember it at times,
I've been blessed to discover that God doesn't need me after all.
Wait, what?
Yeah, It's true.
God doesn't need my words, my songs, or my obedience.
He isn't sitting up in heaven, wringing his hands, wondering
if I'm going to pull through for Him either.
In fact, God doesn't need me at all.
What Mike?
What are you even saying?
How else will people hear the…
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